Christmas mood is coming and everything`s becoming red - gold .. Abroad are able to create a real feast.. that I`m not going to lie, really enjoy! People put Christmas trees, hanging snowflakes, buying presents and hope .. hope that the end of the world not gonna come ..

Surprising, but somehow the whole world is in anticipation - what will happen? or NOT?

On the National Geographic Channel they even got such show as Doomsday Preppers .. In magazines compelling lists, what must be done BEFORE, what you need to have with you just IN CASE OF ..

Thanks God, I don`t watch TV and have almost no access to the global network - people saying, it`s .. teeming with agonal convulsions ..

People are infected  themselves. How then nothing gonna happens?

I do not care. No, I DO care.

Until I would not reach my home, until I wouldn`t embrace my BFF, until I wouldn`t see him again - end of the world WILL NOT COMES.

he left.

I also sad goodbye to Nadia, Victor, Metka, Goran .. Adrian is leaving this Sunday.

now it seems somehow .. different. boring.

and I'm starting to book a ticket ..

I miss home and the people there. very. but I imagine how boring is a hole - the city in which I live and which I love ...

in my mind a hundred thousand thoughts .. seems, here and now `ll swim out a solution .. but the new information appears and -  all over again.

I totally got confused ..

the more people, possibilities  places .. the more difficult to make a choice. to make a choice - that is a problem for me. but you have to go forward, further .. and life make choices itself. Which I really appreciate ..

now I have a few more points on the map of the world which I will certainly be visiting .. one of them, I plan to visit this summer.

and btw.. everything repeats .. we all will meet again - if it`s fate. if it`s fate.

and in English I probably write to you.

See you soon ..